When they kicked you out, did they drop you at a hotel or homeless shelter? Or just call your dad to come get you?- They drove me back to a house where a few staff members live. It was a really nice house. I spent the night there and was dropped off at a train station to go back home. I am scared of airplanes lol. Can you tell us what year you were there?- I would rather not say what year I was there b/c they threatened to sue me if I spoke out about my experience there. They even had me sign some papers about it when they issued a partial refund.This video was leaked recently. It's a staff video, not meant for public. Someone got a hold of it and posted it on the internet. So glad they did. I think you may find it cathartic in some way. These people are crazy and you will see here how they really feel about their jobs.- Thanks for sending me this. I saw a shorter version of this on youtube, it wasn't 20 minutes maybe 5 minutes at most. This video is disgusting. I know all of the people in the video. Every "staff" member that works there is so brainwashed its not even funny. No one can think for themselves. It really makes me sick seeing this video as I totally get everything they are saying and doing. I'm kinda surprised they would have made this video as they all are so fake and are scared of getting ratted out by each other. I showed the clip of the video I found on youtube to my parents and they were shocked. They were pretty mad about it. My parents really dont like to talk about it b/c they feel like they were conned. Both of my parents are super hard working people and $30,000 was a lot of money to just waste. My dad has actually sent letters to California schools telling them not to allow Narconon in their schools. I found out he did that after showing him this video. I was so surprised my dad did that as thats not something I can see him doing.Keep the questions coming, even if its something personal or possibly revealing. If its revealing the worst I will do is explain why I won't answer the question.
I did a google search for "Narconon Book Download." This website was the 2nd search result and it contained links to all books including the sauna book. I downloaded the books again and have them saved properly so I won't lose them. I never got to finish some books so I plan to go read through them.Has anyone ever analyzed the purpose of these drills. I'm wondering if there is any literature out there where a psychologist or anyone for that matter try to figure out their purpose. My psychologist seemed to understand what they were trying to accomplish but I forget what he said now. I find it interesting.
One day at the sauna I was alone with one of the main narconon employees. His job is(was) to go to the California schools and give speeches to the kids about not doing drugs. He was a highly regarded college football player that was drafted by a NFL football team but screwed it up because of drugs. It was just me and him and I asked him about all the websites that are dedicated to exposing Narconon, and what the motive is behind them if this place is just trying to help people. I told him that there are no websites about other rehabs. His answer was that the pharmaceutical companies (Big Pharma) and psychiatrists are behind it because Narconon gets people off of all drugs even prescribed medications. He went on and on about how and why Big Pharma does this. (I try to avoid big pharma to and dont want to take any medication, but they are taking it way to far, taking people off of heart and blood medications with no doctors etc.)
I was there when the bullet came out of the kids face. It wasnt because of the sauna though. He had been shot prior to coming and a little piece came out. This is a naturally occurring process I believe. Nothing to do with the sauna. Ive known JJ for 25 years as well. You are correct, he and everyone else who works at NN shouldnt be. Its pseudoscience, destructive and against what the real professionals have to say about addiction.
They told me that people who paint for a living would sweat paint from their skin. They said when this auto body painter was in the sauna the whole sauna smelled like car paint and green paint would seep from his pores covering the towel in green paint. LOL.
I just can't wrap my head around how stupid people can be, no offense to anyone but this is how I really feel. I say that, but honestly I can see how people fall for turning into a NarCONon lifer. By lifer, I mean the people who end up working there and supporting its cause. Many times I would try to reason with these people on the things they said. Its almost impossible. They are so brainwashed and they have different definitions for words. They change the meaning of words to support their cause.