This is what doing too much scientology does...

[ethercat]

From: Thetaone <thetaone@ icehouse.net>
Newsgroups: alt.religion.scientology
Subject: Transitioning to a new phase of operations
Date: Sun, 23 Jan 2011 13:22:59 -0800
Message-ID: <ihi646$ebh$2 @speranza.aioe.org>

23 January, 2011

Over the past several months, I have been slowly preparing for and
transitioning into a new phase of operations, primarily centered around my
website, which has also been undergoing revisions.

As a result, this will be my last post to this or any other newsgroup
from: thetaone@ icehouse.net and I am shutting that account down.

While I have some idea of what this next phase may entail, there yet
remains a great deal of variability in what lies ahead, so I try to remain
flexible in my options.


For those who have read my book, you know that in the final chapters I was
discussing my eminent completion of a level beyond OT VII.  As it turns
out, I actually completed that level while the books were at the printer
in early July.

The following month in August of 2010, I began working on uncovering and
running out the implanting I received while connected to Marcabian
Intelligence, and in the process, had to locate and discharge quite a few
earlier/similars which the Marcabian Intel implanting relied upon and used
to keep the area charged-up and occluded.

The idea behind the Marcabian Intelligence implanting was to form locks on
quite a few highly-charged incidents in the distant past, thus balling-up
the timetrack very badly and forming one big mass of charge, which it was
thought, would be too highly charged and confused, to do anything with if
one tried to penetrate or uncover this area.

When I first began, there was indeed a massive ball of charge that I
couldn’t seem to penetrate or do much with except slowly bleed off charge
from the area.  I simply put my attention on the actual mass of charge
itself, and while holding my attention on it and confronting it (TR0 on
the mass), was able to slowly bleed-off charge.  On many occasions I had
to take a break because my body was getting too hot from the energy that
was dissipating in my body, and would quite frequently feel a lot of heat
in the area around the spine, as that is where the main energy flow was
located.

During this phase, I usually had no idea at all as to what incident the
charge was coming from, but confronting the ball of charge itself was
enough to relieve a lot of pressure and charge holding the big mass
together.

Eventually, I began to get perceptions from specific incidents and during
this next phase had to pop around to different incidents and points on the
track, discharging a little here, breaking a lock there, coming back
forward in time and discharging a little more, etc.  During a single
session it was not uncommon for me to work on four or five different
incidents simultaneously.

After quite a while of doing that, I was eventually able to begin
recalling what had occurred during my initial induction at the main
Intelligence headquarters downtown, as that is where some of the initial
drugging, hypnosis, electroshocking, implanting, and forming of locks
occurred.  This was done on the first day I arrived for my initial testing
and evaluation, and the aforementioned implanting was naturally occluded
from memory.

As I recall, the initial physical testing phase took most of the day
without break, and by late afternoon/early evening the new applicant is
exhausted and hungry, at which point they are allowed to take a break in
the cafeteria on the main floor, eat some dinner, and relax a bit. That’s
when I first met the doctor who sat down and began chatting me up, telling
me the results of my testing were very good, establishing some ARC which
would be used shortly thereafter during the hypnosis phase.

What I didn’t realize at the time, but uncovered during one of my sessions
was that the drink I was given with my dinner was slightly drugged, and
that, combined with the large dinner and the very strenuous testing
throughout the afternoon helped to “relax” me there on the doctor’s couch
in his office (located just down the hall from the cafeteria), so that the
initial hypnotic induction was made easier.

The hypnosis was done in two parts, a lighter level and a deeper level,
with electroshocking and implanting occurring right in-between the two, in
another room a short distance from the doctor’s office, just off another
adjoining hall.  I recall being carried in there on a stretcher with a
blindfold on by two attendants with the doctor following right behind
while I was in a hypnotic state.

Following the electroshocking and implanting, and the final deep hypnotic
session back in the doctor’s office (including commands to not remember),
I said goodnight to the doctor and was walking down the hallway away from
his office, preparing to leave the building through a side entrance when
another surprise series was sprung on me.  This series included being
gassed, strapped to a stretcher, and a mental “evaluation” with a brain
scanner while images were projected on a screen; which also formed the
locks on many highly-charged incidents in the past.

After this I was carried back into a “medical” area, was given a minor
surgical operation, and then more electroshocking and implanting before I
finally left the building late that night, suddenly becoming aware or
“waking-up” as I was outside the building walking away, feeling extremely
disoriented and exhausted, and slightly sick.

Naturally, all of this was occluded and suppressed from memory and the
charge is held “quarantined” unless you begin looking into the area and
taking it apart.

As mentioned above however, the Marcabian Intelligence implanting relied
upon some much earlier charge to hold it in-place, and I have been
absolutely amazed at the amount of charge and force that has come off as a
result of my sessions.  I have had numerous sessions where I have done
nothing but lay on the couch holding my attention on a specific thing,
discharging charge continuously, as a steady stream, for well over an
hour.  I think in one of my sessions I was actually approaching two hours
before it finally began slowing down and getting sporadic.

In summary, there was an amazing amount of charge that has come off, and
in the process, again with Ron’s help, I handled yet another level.

After getting through it, I was amazed at how much the appearance and
state of our current society made sense to me.  As it turns out, this area
forms the very basis on which so many elements and aspects of our current
society are based (even Marcabian society), and it seems that much of our
current society is merely a dramatization of this area.

Naturally though, there is an incredible amount of hidden and suppressed
charge sitting there enforcing various viewpoints, attitudes, and
behaviors; so expecting most people to feel or think or act differently
without handling this area and charge is probably a bit foolhardy.

I will continue pressing ahead, as in the last few of days have perceived
the next layer of charge and force just beginning to surface and impinge,
and I’ve already started bleeding some charge from it.
 From what I perceive at this point, it feels like it’s going to be
another doozey.


My icehouse account and my posts to the newsgroups beginning about ten
years ago in early 2001 have served their purpose, and it has been a very
good learning and training experience for me.

My primary contact from this point forward will be through my website and
domain: http://www.upwardvectorpubs.com

If for some reason, the need arises for me to post something to any
newsgroups (I try to keep my options open), I will do so from an
@upwardvectorpubs.com email address.


Though I realize that some reading and posting here may consider me an
enemy to be attacked and suppressed, I have to tell you that the feeling
is not mutual.

It’s funny what handling a massive amount of suppressed charge does for
your attitude and viewpoint of things.  One of the things I realized at
some point, with Ron’s help, was that in the end, the only real enemy is
the case.


I wish all the best of luck on their own personal journey.

David Griffin

I'm glad I never got into scientology. 

[Mary_McConnell]

 

[mefree]

I enjoyed Mary's response   

[RedShieldwolf]

I'm glad I never got into Scientology.

Don't know, ethercat. Sounds fun to me. Kind of like....a science fiction Don Quixote. 

[mefree]

I'm glad I never got into Scientology.

Don't know, ethercat. Sounds fun to me. Kind of like....a science fiction Don Quixote. 

LOL. That's perfect.

[sekh]

 

This is what you get for paying $100.000+  A fullblown psychosis with space-opera hallucinations and paranoid delusion?

Gee, I could think of nicer ways to spend my money.